#ParaSaMgaNaMissColombia

Para sa mga pinanghawakan na makukuha nila ang matagal na nilang hinahangad at pinagdadasal
Para sa mga nagdiwang na dahil sa paniniwalang sa 'yo na ang korona at karangalan
Para sa mga nag-akalang nanalo ka pero pagkakamali pala
Para sa mga umasa at nasaktan
'Wag kang makalimot...
Alalahanin mo...
May Haring bumaba sa Kanyang trono para sa 'yo
May Diyos na nagpakatao para maranasan ang mga pinagdadaanan mo
Sa Kanya napunta ang korona ng tinik na dapat ay sa 'yo
Kaya okay lang, okay lang 'yan...
Masakit pero kayanin mo
Hindi mo naman kailangan ang korona ng kalawakang ito
Dahil para sa lumikha nito, ikaw ang mahalaga
Hindi lang mahalaga...
Mahal
Mahal ka Niya
Mahal na mahal.

Blurred Vision

Sometimes, life goes by so fast it becomes a blur. I was once subjected to the question, "what's your biggest fear?" And I had to answer using any Queen song. I googled their songs and found a list. In that list, the song that seem to be most apt for me regarding the question is "Blurred Vision," both literally and figuratively.

I have a 20-20 eyesight and I don't want to have to wear glasses. I love reading and surfing the internet. It's such a petty thing, I know. Figuratively, I don't want to loose sight of God's plan for me.  I admit, I often stumble as I go my way towards what He (hopefully) wants for me. Right now, I'm still not sure, but as I write this, I  believe I'm one step closer. From time to time, I try to reflect about what has happened in my life, how things from the past affected where I am now, and how can my actions today can affect my future. It's the pebble in the water effect, or the butterfly effect. As Newton would put it, every action has an equal and opposite reaction. I'm truly grateful for everything that's happened in my life so far. All the ups and downs, everything made me closer to God. And that makes me feel like my vision isn't blurred at all. Regarding what I'm doing now, I'm having slight problems. I'm always "pinanghihinaan ng loob" regarding my book illustration project. I'm having a hard time taking criticism and putting it to good use. I just want to get it over with. I know, with God, I can do it. I hope with the hard work and dedication I put in making my thesis, everything will be okay and I'll have clearer vision of what lies ahead. Stumbling and getting up is just part of it all, and I plan to embrace that fact.